Lost (feat. Nixson)

I said I’m trapped in my mind and I'm tryna make it out
Running out of time and I’m tryna figure it out
I’m doing it for my family I ain't doing it for the clout
Tryna buy my mama a house so she ain't sleeping on the couch
Tryna take them on vacay cause they ain't never been
Somewhere that's tropical and warm on the skin
Looking at the palm trees blowing in the wind
While sipping on coconuts planning it again
See I went against the grain, I did it on my own
I read a couple books, I learned it on my own
I lost a couple friends, they ain't hit my phone
A room full of people, man I felt alone
Where I stayed at home never felt like a home
I never felt welcomed always stayed in my room
Looking at my walls but it felt like a womb
Praying to my God how I heal all these wounds
See I feel so alone and nobody understand
Everything that happen man is part of God’s plan
I went from a lost boy to a lost man
But everything I learned Ima use it again
See I feel so alone and nobody understand
Everything that happen man is part of God’s plan
I went from a lost boy to a lost man
But everything I learned Ima use it again
Enter the world lost with nowhere to hide
I been working my ass just making it by
End up taking time off just to open my eyes
Hope the lost souls of the world can see through the lies
I been making my own path gotta tighten up
Burning through pen and pads do I write enough
The journey part of the fun we need to lighten up
But you clouding your own dreams while you lighten up
Still learning to do better been reading some books
And Nixson and Showtime we know what it took
To prosper from promises of not being enough
How many can we hit up when the times have been tough
I had faith in what we started you playing your bluff
Niggahs don’t wanna be smart they rather be tuff
The power to do better all come from above
I been speaking from the heart call that leading with love
See I feel so alone and nobody understand
Everything that happen man is part of God’s plan
I went from a lost boy to a lost man
But everything I learned Ima use it again
See I feel so alone and nobody understand
Everything that happen man is part of God’s plan
I went from a lost boy to a lost man
But everything I learned Ima use it again