VILLAIN

I used to read about heroes in capes
But that just ain't me today
I'm not no hero in this story
I'm not no hero in this story
Let 'em
Let 'em
Let 'em
Hear what you think
They casting you out
And they bringing you down
You bound to sink
You're not no hero
What did this world make me?
Why did it break me?
I tried to fend it off
That didn't work
Now I need saving
I'm on my own
I'm all alone
I gotta learn how to control
All these emotions hurting anything inside of my zone
High school was difficult for me in person I couldn't stay there
Was trapped in a cage like an animal, none of my peers would care
I ate lunch alonе like a dog with no owner man it wasn't fair
Realizеd there was so much time being wasted, no minutes to spare
Now I get hate for the life I chose to live
Casting me out, giving advice and tips
Like they know what went down
And what people did
Haven't I wrote enough?
Haven't I said it enough?
I tried to be the good guy but that's something this world seems
To never ever want me to become
I'd walk into school and get tortured for music I made
Every day I was just dealing with hate
Cornered by people laughing throwing bottles and food every single lunch break
They tried to justify it all by saying we homies
But that's not really something homies would do
A homie turns into an enemy
Making a villain go turn and go loose
I gotta prove it
I gotta prove I'm not a worthless human on top of this earth
God looking down on me knowing I got all this pain and hurt
This gotta work
Ignoring the hate
Building up to who I am today
Sealing my fate
I'm gonna show everybody I was born for this and doing this was not a mistake

I'm not a mistake
This world is beating me down I don't wanna be afraid
I gotta find my strength
I ran from a lot
Writing this album going up and down
I felt like the bad guy in my own story
So I wrote it out
Maybe someday I can be a hero
But right now I'm not allowed
I'm sorry God I didn't count my blessings
When I could count 'em out
I've forgiven the ones that hurt me
Yeah they know who they are
I'm not the same
Forgiveness does a lot
But doesn't heal the scars
I still got traumas
I need time to get out my heart
It's not too easy when you've been stuck inside the dark
Some villains are born
Some villains are made
Some villains don't wake
I am a villain who rapped on a album to find an escape
I ain't found one yet but I will someday
I will someday
If this is my story
If this is how I go out
Just don't forget me