Letter To My Ex (Innerlude)

Dear Love
What is left of us?
This pain is really catching up
I don't know what to say, and I don't know what to do
So I guess we really breaking up
Nothing's left? No more making up?
I thought we would make it but
I'm confused on what to do
And I hoped we'd pull through
But I can't really shake it love
Look, it's always back and forth
Up and down of emotions, I can't take no more
You say you hate me, I get angry, you walk out the door
I call your phone, you press ignore, I'll call back some more
It's gotten toxic
Poppin up unannounced, you gotta stop it
Gettin mad, deletin pics, gettin blocked and
Subtweetin all your thoughts
You know I'm watchin
It's the game we play
On and off all the time, we can't stay away
I see you flirtin on the gram to rid that pain away
But, they'll never be me and you hate to say
Look, you can't replace me
Let's be honest for once, these hoes aint me
And, the next girl you date she better thank me
I swear this can't be, our loved changed me
Catchin up with the past, I was messin up
And it pushed you away, okay fair enough
Your trust issues got the best of us
My demeanor made you think that I didn't care enough
There's the bluff
At my lowest, you wasn't there enough
I was bearin stuff
I was hearin stuff
Is the chaos we created worth repairing us?
Cause every girl I once dated don't compare to us
All the baggage I carried, weighed on me heavy
I'm sorry that I changed since you met me
But, that eviction left me different
Please forgive me
Please forgive me for the tears and the wasted years
The what ifs and why's and projected fears
I wasn't ready how I thought, love scares me
Now I'm sittin here lost
I need you near me
I'm sorry
Sincerely
Dear Love
What is left of us?
This pain is really catchin up
I don't know what to say, and I don't know what to do
So I guess we really breaking up
Nothing's left? No more making up?
I thought we would make it but
I'm confused on what to do
And I hoped we'd pull through
But I can't really shake it love
Look, it's always back and forth
Up and down of emotions, I can't take no more
You say you hate me, I get angry, you walk out the door
I call your phone, you press ignore, I'll call back some more
Dear Love
What is left of us?
This pain is really catchin up