Before Too Long

I can't do this to myself much longer
Pushing myself aside
Waiting for you to come around and run to me
Instead of running away
All this waiting has taught me how to stand alone
Why should I try to convince you of my worth?
Nothing will change the reasons why you keep me away
Why would I want to wait around in hopes
That someday you would see that I was right
Because this may not last us forever and
I wish that I could guarantee that it would
Although I can't make sure that this will work out
I will still be here waiting for you
Can you tell me why I am waiting for you?
It seems like nothing I have done has mattered at all to you
So what do I have to do for you to notice me?
You think you are just going to push me away
But I am not going to give you that chance
I am not going to wait here forever
I'll be gone before too long