i want it all to end (right now)

I hate to answer calls but i love to see your face
I sit inside my room alone like every single day
And every drop of hope i had it kind of went away
So please do not be scared of me cause i might fade away

Ain't got a single person to talk to
And i had nothing worth holding onto
No one feels this pain and i want to
Take my own life, yeah i want to
Spend my days alone, i don't want to
And living hurts more then it has to
And i gotta soul to confide in
These days i see no reason to keep trying