away from here

I cant from my dreams, but they're running from me
And its breaking my soul, but in time I'll be free
So just leave me alone, you can leave to me to rot
Hope I die by the creek, All alone in a box
The river flows faster then you'll ever go
You'll never know the pain I cause my self it grows
Bigger and faster like every single day
Feeling the poison its running through my veins

I don't need none of y'all
I sit and talk to the walls
I just break I don't fall
If I fall got to crawl
Got to fight through nails, raining down from the sky
If you look far above, one will fall in your eye
I'm sorry I did it I had to do it
You wont miss me but you'll probably feel like I'm there and influence
Every single thing you do
And its maybe cause I do
You don't got to feel me now, but its only very true
My intuition has failed me, I hope you it was not my intention to look up no lenses
Or even a singular clue
Messing up I'm defenseless I feel like nothing could mend this
I hope you don't find what you want my cutters stuck like some glue
And lately I stare at the ceiling don't know where to start
But I can feel it decaying and wearing, and tearing
All up on my bones and my skin it rots too
You cant even feel it I can see it watch you
Watch me die in the river where we all go
Watch me fly in the sky where the dust blows
You cant me find me there I wont be there anymore
If you want to find me look up on your fucking floor

I cant from my dreams, but they're running from me
And its breaking my soul, but in time I'll be free
So just leave me alone, you can leave to me to rot
Hope I die by the creek, All alone in a box
The river flows faster then you'll ever go
You'll never know the pain I cause my self it grows
Bigger and faster like every single day
Feeling the poison its running through my veins