Drowning

Hate life made me meet you on a lonely night
Nowhere to hide
Nowhere to run
Rotting heart, rotting soul on a rotten mind
And you were there
Tryna make it right

Fuck life, I'm drowning
But I wanna stay low
No, no, they say don't try no more
Make it worse than before

I went and hit you up
Thinking that I had a shot
You shot me down of course
First I gotta buy a shot
We shot the shit for some time
Said shit you had to go
I looked into your cold eyes
Trailing in the snow
You said money won't make you stay
Said I already know
But I paid the bill
And now I'm coming along
I drowned my heart at the bottom of the bottle
So know
Tonight you're dancing with a lost soul

Fuck life, I'm drowning
But I wanna stay low
No, no, they say don't try no more
Make it worse than before

Open the door
Let's take a look inside
We can rumble in the closet
See the shit you tryna hide
Every skeleton
Tells the tale of the fire on a pile of ash
And everything that came to pass
I think about my past
And I think about today
I don't know what it is
But you make me feel okay
Suddenly I come to see
That this is not okay
If I let me feel your love
It'll make me wanna stay

Fuck life, I'm drowning
But I wanna stay low
No, no, they say don't try no more
Make it worse than before

Fuck life, I don't want another memory
Another reason to put up my pain stemery
Another thing to get me closer to the cemetery
Another thing I have to hide
Just something else to bury
Fuck it, I'd rather be very, very sad
And every single day
Stay very, very low
Heard em talking say I'm very very mad
Well that's something I already very well know

Fuck life, I'm drowning
But I wanna stay low
No, no, they say don't try no more
Make it worse than before

Hate life made me meet you on a lonely night
Nowhere to hide
Nowhere to run
Rotten heart, rotten soul on a rotten mind
And you were there
Tryna make it right