I Hate Myself

Getting all the wrong ideas
Living in a constant fear
I hate how I look
If skinny looks how skinny feels
With cigarettes and cocaine thrills
Why does it feel so unnatural?

Saw my lunch sprayed on the bathroom floor
My new size small don't fit no more
My body aches, jaw looks gaunt
The compliments and likes come more
They say looks can kill and they almost did
Too big, too small, I'll never win
I hate myself, I hate my skin
(I hate myself I hate my skin)

'Cause I'm a victim of my mind
'Cause I'm a victim of my mind

A battlefield inside my head
Of entertaining lies I'm fed
I love how I look
(Love how I, love how I look)
When skinny looks how skinny feels
And pressure starts to feel like pills
Remember for you it's unnatural

Learn to love your body, love your face
Whether tall, slim thick or small, you're way
Too beautiful it's not okay
For a man's opinion to cause pain
They say looks can kill and they almost did
Too big, too small, I'll never win
I love myself and I love my skin
I love myself and I love my skin

'Cause I'm a victim of my mind
'Cause I'm a victim of my mind
'Cause I'm a victim of my mind
'Cause I'm a victim of my mind

A victim of my mind