On Guilty Pleasures

So I guess, I guess I finally know what shame is all about
But I won't, I won't repent because I've got nothing I can stand to say out loud
It's a part of me that I could live without
But I want what I want so now the only thing that's left to do is

Count the cost of all my sins
Let it multiply my fears and doubts
I will never fall in love again
But I guess that I can do without

In the end, it all comes down to what you need and what you have
In the end, it's like a joke that makes you wince when you should laugh
I guess it's sad to want somebody who will never want you back
In the end, it isn't living if you're living in the past

Count the cost of all my sins
Let it multiply my fears and doubts
I will never fall in love again
But I guess that I can do without
I guess that I can do without
I guess that I can do without

But I want what I want and I took what I could get
But now I'm walking back to my car
Tired and lonely from guarding my heart
But I want you to mean more, but I know what it meant
Now I am walking home, and I am walking home
I am walking home, I am walking alone, alone, alone