On My Own

I been on my own, I been on my own
Out here tryna get it all out on my own
Since the fam went to prison I been on my own
Since the day I went to prison I been on my own
Since fam got killed I been on my own
Out here tryna get it all out on my own
Heart turned cold cause I been on my own
I can't trust nobody cause I'm on my own
I been on my own yeah

Lord forgive me bless me with patience
The way my life been looking I can't even take it
Since my dog got killed his mother I can't face her
His mother I can't face her
'Cause all I see is pain when I look in her eyes
I can say it's gone be okay but that's a lie
For my dog I strap my boots up and than I ride
I know if it was me, he'll do the same for me
Hop out and bang for me
Do a L in the chain gang for me yeah
Yo so called dogs ain't what they claim to be
To be honest seem like them niggas done changed to me yeah
Ma said they ain't come through in bout a couple weeks
I told them niggas be loyal and stop screaming rest in peace yeah
When I die hold a spot for me
Somewhere in the sky you looking down on me yeah
Pray I don't fall victim to these fucking streets
Thug mansion with you is where I rather be yeah

I been on my own, I been on my own
Out here tryna get it all out on my own
Since the fam went to prison I been on my own
Since the day I went to prison I been on my own
Since fam got killed I been on my own
Out here tryna get it all out on my own
Heart turned cold cause I been on my own
I can't trust nobody cause I'm on my own
I been on my own yeah

Mama I'm sorry for the pain I'm giving
This was the only way to get it
Due to our conditions
Had to jump up off that bench
To make some ends
Keep my circle tight
Due to all my past decisions
No way in hell I should've
Let them caught me slipping
Now I'm cautious how I'm dealing with these fucking niggas
Daddy taught me loyalty since day one
If I'm not with my bitch I'm with my day one's yeah
I can't trust nobody, I can't trust nobody
I keep that 40 on me like an issued ID
No I am not no sample please don't try me
Plus I'm all about them bucks like a fucking shotty
I been working hard to get us out the damn hood
I'm tired of leftovers and great value can goods
So I'm gone keep on striving only the strong survive
'Cause keep doing yo thing while you in college man them doors gone open wide

I been on my own, I been on my own
Out here tryna get it all out on my own
Since the fam went to prison I been on my own
Since the day I went to prison I been on my own
Since fam got killed I been on my own
Out here tryna get it all out on my own
Heart turned cold cause I been on my own
I can't trust nobody cause I'm on my own
I been on my own yeah

I put my life on every track man
I done seen niggas fold
I done seen niggas stand in the paint
I had to do a whole 365 for a snitch ass niggas
I gotta go and get it now than I'm home man
Never seen my child born
Now I buy him everything he wants
You feel me
Linked up with some real niggas
It's time to make it happen man
It's not just a name it's who I am
Purpose
Straight up