Maybe

There's still a lot of maybe's
Despite the expectations I exceed
The game my name and the reputation that proceeds it
Maybe I'm an idiot
Maybe I'm a genius
But maybe I have what it takes to take them to the cleaners
Maybe I'm just talking shit
Maybe I don't mean it
Maybe no one knows about it
Maybe it's a secret
Maybe they called my bluff
Maybe I just screamed it
Maybe I'm an angel
Maybe I'm a demon
I've been in a phase
Lately where I keep
Just putting my world together just to break it into pieces
They hate me for my strength
And praise me for my weakness
What's a jewel if you ain't got somewhere safe where you can keep it
Maybe the odds aren't bad and it's just the way that I percieve them
Maybe they are bad and I chase the pain because I need it
Maybe the pressure is too much
Maybe I just feed it
Maybe there were times I thought I'd failed what I'd succeeded
Maybe I'm a lunatic
Maybe I've got reasons
Maybe I'm self-depreciative
Maybe I'm conceded
Maybe I'm a bit of both
Maybe I don't see it
Maybe I'm a realist
Maybe I'm a dreamer
Maybe I'll fuck it all up but maybe I'll redeem it
The revolution won't be televised but maybe we can stream it
Maybe there's no way out the maze that I'm deep in
But maybe, just maybe I'ma reach it
Maybe