Honesty, Honestly

[Verse 1: Caleb]
Conscience holding on
It’s right in front of me, making sure I can see
Consequences from
My inner enemy, one that I never see
Upside down on some stranger things
Inside out, I’m looking Kaling green
And on my mama I know I just can’t go out like that
Put on my jacket and slip out the back

[Chorus: Caleb]
I wanna let go of everything I know
But in the end I just keep mocking me, haunting me
Just tryna get by, can’t help but wonder why
I never honor me with honesty, honestly

[Verse 2: Sierra Binondo, Caleb]
Panic holds my heart
Arresting me from sleep, up late like Toonami
Panoramic thoughts
Consume reality, destroy my destiny

So bitter towards myself
Seal the tension off in hell
Though my eyes are steady open
In oblivion, this oath I'm keeping
How the hell did I get here?
I miss the world on days like these
The genesis of my malevolence
A wave of silence is my recompense

[Chorus: Caleb & Sierra]
I wanna let go of everything I know
But in the end I just keep mocking me, haunting me
Just tryna get by, can’t help but wonder why
I never honor me with honesty, honestly

[Bridge: Matt]
The consequence of my worry
Hold tight, a boa constrictor
Shed that, take a step back
Ain’t a laugh track
I might’ve frozen the fury
An accident of the pressure
Push through, see the whole truth
You can’t consume you

[Chorus: Caleb & Sierra]
I wanna let go of everything I know
But in the end I just keep mocking me, haunting me
Just tryna get by, can’t help but wonder why
I never honor me with honesty, honestly

I wanna let go of everything I know
But in the end I just keep mocking me, haunting me
Just tryna get by, can’t help but wonder why
I never honor me with honesty, honestly