Actuality

Hold me in your heart not in your hands
Love me like my nan love me like my fans
Bear me in your mind keep me in your plans
Tell me what I did help me understand
Manifested millions thats my mood
I know I need to heal I need my soul soothed
We all come from cirumstances that we don't choose
You gotta find your own groove and be your own proof
And nuttin' hurts harder than them home truths
I put my own work in I grew my own fruits
Passion fruit's on my label let me show you
I'll take a little take the rest I'll indulge you
Coping with my freedom's getting easier
I find coping with my success much less
I see everyone around me getting greedier
We couldn't ever picture this when we was on that bunk bed
You know me the amount of times I made them free it up
And I don't know about you but ain't no me and us
I'm tryna learn to unlearn so I can readjust
'Cause all I ever wanted was a key of dust
And more teeth for this hammer that'd be a plus
And my riders coming with me I don't need a fuss
Look I know that I hurt you and there's repercussions
But you can't put your people in these discussions
Maybe I'm just broken and I need dysfunction
Cuh I grew up with some killers in the streets of London
Sometimes I wanna pack a bag and leave the country
But I can't 'cuh I was sending everybody country
It's winter time but somehow you're looking summery
So tell me 'bout your day I need a summary
Somebody shoulda put you in a gallery
'Cause in reality they're uglier than vanity
I love you in actuality so hurt me subtly
They put you in every position except recovery
I use loyalty as currency not in monetary
How you common but you got no common sense or common courtesy

Just hold me in your heart not in your hands
Love me like my nan love me like my fans
Bear me in your mind keep me in your plans
Tell me what I did help me understand
Manifested millions thats my mood
I know I need to heal I need my soul soothed
We all come from cirumstances that we don't choose
You gotta find your own groove and be your own proof
And nuttin' hurts harder than them home truths
I put my own work in I grew my own fruits
Passion fruit's on my label let me show you
I'll take a little take the rest I'll indulge you