I Fall Asleep So Fast

I fall asleep so fast
And dream of normal life
And it goes by
And I'm alright
Reduce myself inside my skin think: this is it
And that's alright
It's all alright

Then a word from the outside
Gets inside of me
And then I see that I was bigger all along
I let myself fall asleep again

Now I'm up and standing
I see so much more
Than when I was laying down there
Down there on the floor
I see now what I could be living for

How can I fall asleep this fast
It's almost as if I want to dream of living small
Out of fear
Or just wanting to be comfortable
Comfortable and fall

See it all while laying on the floor
No muscle flexed
The eye closed off
With nothing to get up for

Now I'm up and standing
I am so afraid that I'll doze off again
With no word to wake me up again