Desperation

lost in desperation
drowned by false hopes
no reason to live
nothing to care for
i look into the abyss
searching for answers
dilemma unsolved
for thousand years

hope is a lie
in this world of darkness
hate and fear
fills the air with poison
nowhere to escape
the time has come
for all shall suffer
at the hands of fate

darkness overwhelms me
fear controls my mind
losing my soul
in this world devoid of light

no stars guide my path
no hope to continue my journey
dreams abondon me
how am i supposed to live
but i keep trying
fueled by an unknown spirit
to find another abode
to rest for a final time

Pains are now gone
but still cant find joy
i long for the past
where i felt
anger hate and despair
No

lonely in my eternal rest
i see emptiness around all
emotions are but a memory
rememberance is all i got

After all it was for nothing
i see the bigger picture
all the years felt like a glimpse
but still dont know why
it happened at all
still i can't find peace
with myself