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Can't think straight, can't think straight
Never thought that it would ever get this way
Sitting in the dark
Listening to my heart
Tryna get myself together before I fall apart
I was smart way back when
It was startling the way I acted
Never was rebellious, envious or jealous
Mostly apathetic
No one else would get it
Don't know who to talk to
I just wanna argue
Cause I'm feeling awful
I don't fit in
I'm noticing
I can't soak it in
I'm over it
False claims when I say I'm okay
Dragging my Knuckles tryna find a way
On the Tail end of a bend
Can't pretend I don't need a friend
But

I just need to focus on me
Gimme some peace and quiet
Leave me in silence
I need my silence
Gimme my silence
…please