my suicidal angel

Aye
This one's for you baby
I just wanna be okay
I just wanna make your day
Spend some time, together with you
We can do anything you ever wanted
Anything you wanna do
I'll never fuck you over
Even when I can't stay sober, babe
I just want your love, nonstop
And I just wanna be okay
I can't do this without you
I can't do this without you by my side
You're the reason I'm still here
Girl, you're the reason I'm alive
I need you right now, think I need you to stay
Would you hold my hair back for me, when I'm shit faced
I just want you to be mine
You aren't ever sober baby, are you okay
I really love your soul
Girl, I love the way you are
I know you're not perfect
But you and I could be stars
You and I could be next up on all of the big screens
You and I could be next up on all of the TVs
I thank God every day you want the best for me
Girl, you're like an angel, straight out of my dreams
You know that I love you so please don't leave me on seen
Please don't lock my heart up in the land of the free
I just wanna be okay
I just wanna make your day
Spend some time, together with you
We can do anything you ever wanted
Anything you wanna do
I'll never fuck you over
Even when I can't stay sober, babe
I just want your love, nonstop
And I just wanna be okay
Baby, your friends don't deserve you
Go get better for yourself
I hate how they ignore you
I hate how they leave your side, while you're walking through hell
And you're all by yourself, burning up in the flames
Try to keep your head up, but I know you're not okay
I hate your friends 'cause they backstab you on your worst days
And they hurt my baby, while you crying out my name
And I come to you, and I hold you in my arms
The energy is awful from food to self-harm
It's so fucking toxic, watching it's so fucking hard
Watching you deal with all this shit breaks my fucking heart
Baby, are you okay
Baby
Baby girl, are you okay
Baby are you okay
I just wanna be okay
I just wanna make your day
Spend some time, together with you
We can do anything you ever wanted
Anything you wanna do
I'll never fuck you over
Even when I can't stay sober, babe
I just want your love, nonstop
And I just wanna be okay
I know you're not okay
But I love you
And I'm never gonna leave your side