Lies

All these lies
Lost my mind
Don't think I'm gonna make it back this time
I'm not alright
Dead inside
I don't know how to feel and I don't know how to cry
All these lies
That you fuckin' told
Sick of being beat down and left out in the cold
You said that you would ride
But I should have kept you on the fuckin' side

Now I'm fucked up
Bitch I fuckin' picked you, tough luck
And you fucked me up I was already dead inside
Who knew you would be such a waste of time
I should've left you with that other stupid guy
Or maybe used you once and thrown you to the side
What a mistake I let you be a part of my life
Who knew that would be suicide
You were obsessive, I got the message, mmm
A million texts it was a bit excessive, mmm
But I got bored, you was an attention whore
And you started telling lies and then you got aggressive

All these lies
Lost my mind
Don't think I'm gonna make it back this time
I'm not alright
Dead inside
I don't know how to feel and I don't know how to cry
All these lies
That you fuckin' told
Sick of being beat down and left out in the cold
You said that you would ride
But I should have kept you on the fuckin' side

The best thing was you leaving
But now I gotta stay alone and battle all these demons
Screaming, "We're not leaving!"
Here they go again, shit I'm bleeding
Whoa, whoa, whoa
All my life swear I've been doing this shit alone
I leveled up now people wanna hit my phone
I've been on my basic shit I may as well be a clone
But I feel empty can you feel it in my tone
When you left, it's like I avoided disaster
The only thing I wish is that it happened faster
My heart is broken and it turned me to a slasher
So fuck it, I'ma get plastered

All these lies
Lost my mind
Don't think I'm gonna make it back this time
I'm not alright
Dead inside
I don't know how to feel and I don't know how to cry
All these lies
That you fuckin' told
Sick of being beat down and left out in the cold
You said that you would ride
But i should have kept you on the fuckin' side