SHRINK TOLD ME

I'm feeling like dying on this filthy bed
For all the bad bad sins that I should repent
So I could get to turn up with the dead presidents
Heaven or hell, I pick and choose my residence

Now I don't mind if this moment's really the death of me
As long as I can rest in peace with you next to me
Slow dancing in a burning room inside of our tomb
Body movin' and groovin' like we on ecstasy

Wait hol' up

Why you leaving so early in the morning
Did I ask too many questions?
Push you right into a corner?
I'm sorta kind a obsessive but it's only cuz I love you
Please don't find it disturbing that I sprayed all your perfume
In my room, in my toilet, TMI, did I spoil it?
My shrink told me that too much honesty's a poison
She also told me that my mind's a big prison
With no light passing, an opaque prism

Broken glasses in my head
Living like I'm dead
My affection seems to offend
Every one of my friends

My shrink told me
My last hope's to off it

My shrink told me
My last hope's to off it

I think I finally figured out the reason why you left me
It's all because I tried to love you when I wasn't ready
I mean how the hell could I even?
I hate myself
Sorry for crying but girl
You don't know the shame I felt
You keep on making comparisons
With twisted narratives
But I still think you're beautiful
I must be an appearancist
Now I know why god's been silent
I swear it cut me deeper than domestic violence

Yea I get it, now I get it
I'm hard to love
But between us
There's something that's apart from lust
Give it time, and I think you'll understand me
Oh, you're leaving?
Now wait, what does that mean?

Voice in my head sounds like white noises
My shrink told me that too much honesty's a poison
She also told me that my mind's a big prison
With no light passing, an opaque prism

Broken glasses in my head
Living like I'm dead
My affection seems to offend
Every one of my friends

My shrink told me
My last hope's to off it

My shrink told me
My last hope's to off it