Gemini (Who's Calling)

I love my life
Wouldn't trade it for no one else's
I hate my life
Wishing I could kill you and be you
Im often nice
But can be a dick if aroused
You see me smile
The back of my mind its a frown
I love my fam
But sometimes I wanna kill them
I hate the feeling
But Im being true to my feelings
We all got demons
We all got angels
Third zodiac so Im living both angles
I love my city
But wanna get the fuck away
I love my job
But I still quit today
I had a girl
Until I cheated yesterday
I thought it was love
Till it all turned to hate
I told the truth
Tho my truth was a lie
I love my life so much
But contemplating suicide
My therapist getting pissed
Cause I don't open up
In the back of my mind
I just wanna (Uh)
Im feeling stuck
But my spirit stay evolving
I told her that she wifey
But she rebound Dennis Rodman
Im going 6 for 6 like I was Michael Jordan
Im broke as fuck
But still living like Im fucking ballin
Now look at who's calling
A gemini on the line
Look at who's calling (Uh)
Could never make up his mind
Wonder why he stalling (Uh)
A gemini on the line
Look at who's calling (Uh)
Could never make up his mind
Depression, suicide and anxiety
Mixed with lack of faith my n***a thats whats killing me
Success and health mixed with wealth is what Im tryna see
Im tryna put the world on to living any dreams
By any means your futures what you choose it to be
Im writing mine at the same time writing rhymes
These dreams I manifested intuition don't neglect it
I always come correct auto-type bomb your set
I use to feel pain broken bones in the rain
But now its sunshine and Im numb to the pain
Insane in the brain Im from Cypress Hills
Delightful thrills when I smoke get high as hills
Tonight I chill and I chill in peace
Roll one up and take a shot yell out REST IN PEACE
To my pops and my grand-pops
I miss them so damn much
Before I see them again I gotta get my dreams out
Now look at who's calling
A gemini on the line
Look at who's calling (Uh)
Could never make up his mind
Wonder why he stalling (Uh)
A gemini on the line
Look at who's calling (Uh)
A gemini in his prime