OCD Song

I'm so scared of pushing someone in front of the train
I know it's dumb
But every time I'm on the platform, I shake
Cause what I trip and make a huge mistake?
What I trip and make a huge mistake?
What I trip and make a huge mistake?
What if I trip?

I have to follow the rules that I've made
They're way too hard to break
To break, to break, to break

Maybe if I repeat counts of eight
Like in dance class, it'd keep me awake
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 in my head
What if I stop counting, someone ends up dead?
What if I stop counting, someone ends up dead?
What if I stop counting, someone ends up dead?
What if I stop counting?

I have to follow the rules that I've made
They're way too hard to break
To break, to break, to break