BLESSINGS (feat. $aint)

I need all my blessings
Imma need em
I need all my blessings
Imma need em
If you say you love me
Better show me
Cause I need all my blessings
Imma need them
Can I be honest
I’ve had thoughts of suicide
Felt like nothing mattered
And everything I knew were lies
Now my world’s shattered
Lost some people on my road to success
But it’s what happens when you strive for the best
I know this life ain’t easy
But I gotta get out the struggle
Life be kicking my ass
With everything that I juggle
Sometimes I pray to my God
And think that He doesn’t hear me
With all the blessings I have
Its kind of foolish though really
They try to tell me just what I can and cannot do
God is with me there isn’t anything I can’t do
So Imma take what I got
Spread my wings and I fly
And the day that I quit
It’s gone be the day that I die
And I’m just counting all my blessings
Niggas want smoke but this is not a smoke session
If I take a loss I understand that’s a lesson
Reaching for the sky I hope I see the gates of Heaven
I’m just counting all my blessings
I’m just counting all my blessings
Get on my knees and pray for all my stressing
I’m just counting all my blessings
Niggas want smoke but this is not a smoke session
Got rid of all the fake, there's only real in my section
When I wake up, I'm grateful I'm alive
Cause other people leave in peace, I'm just happy to survive
I got family who I love and I adore
Breaking generation curses, got me breaking open doors
I feel blessed when I step onto the scene
Seeing visions of the future when I step into my dreams
I feel the love when I am down and I'm alone
The spirit always with me, cause my temple is my home
I'm counting my blessings, ya boy got a lot
I'm counting my blessings, they're straight from the top
I'm blessed
And I'm just counting all my blessings
Niggas want smoke but this is not a smoke session
If I take a loss I understand it's a lesson
Reaching for the sky I hope I see the gates of Heaven
I'm just counting all my blessings
I'm just counting all my blessings
Get on my knees and pray for all my stressing
I'm just counting all my blessings