Feel Sum

I used to wonder why my life so rough
But it made me realize that all life goes numb
Used to never wanna die, now that times on up
I been poppin' Philly p’s just so I can feel sum, okay
I used to wonder why my life so rough
But it made me realize that all life goes numb
Used to never wanna die, now that times on up
I been poppin' Philly p’s just so I can feel sum
A thousand miles away it won’t ever be the same
I done took a bigger risk wit my fist full of pain
I been drownin' out my thoughts I ain’t tryina’ stay awake
(This shit is all I got left, all I all I got)
This shit is all I got left and I’m tryina' stay sane
Hope I don’t take my last breath and that shit be in vain
My life is nothin' but a game but somehow I’m the one to blame
I was just thirteen wit all the shit I’ve seen
(I was just thirteen, I was just thirteen)
Smokin’ medicate relax till I can’t keep the beat
(Smokin' medicate, smokin' medicate)
Shit I be weighing out my life like it’s on a triple beam
(Like its on a triple beam, like its on a triple beam)
I done seen it through my eyes, saw my life through the dream, I done finally realized how its really gotta be
I used to wonder why my life so rough
But it made me realize that all life goes numb
Used to never wanna die, now that times on up
I been poppin' Philly p’s just so I can feel sum, okay
I used to wonder why my life so rough
But it made me realize that all life goes numb
Used to never wanna die, now that times on up
I been poppin' Philly p’s just so I can feel sum, okay
I used to wonder why my life so rough
But it made me realize that all life goes numb
Used to never wanna die, now that times on up
I been poppin' Philly p’s just so I can feel sum, okay
Pop one, pop two, pop three, another one
Lost me, lost you, lost a lotta other ones
Yea I’m all I got left never feelin’ good
And the love I got left yea it’s gone for good
Yea my time is almost up I could feel myself slipping away, away, away
Shit I got nothin left to give and imma take it all right to my grave, my grave, my grave