A letter to the living

When I close my eyes now
I can see your face but i can not erase it
I can not replace it
Feels like it was yesterday
I used to see you every day
I remember everything
I don't want you to fade away
I still pretend that you are here
Watch me look into the mirror
Disappear then reappear
Hanging from the chandelier
I wish I was alive again
Wish I could be by your side
Now I just float around our room and cry
Every day and every night

I am a lost soul without you
I am a lost soul without you
I hope that you die so that
You can come back to me i am a lost soul
I feel alone without you I am half of me
I am a lost soul