Ostara

Through a window I see the girl of my dreams
A hammer I have in my hands
As I wallop and whack, I take a step back
And see that the window still stands
Until I provide my true self the time
For acceptance, no matter the weather
That window remains, and I still feel the pain
Of being alone and together
There's a long way forward, and a longer way back
I'm far less lost than I am found
There's a long way forward, and a longer way back
I'll see you when Ostara comes around
I travel alone in search of a home
On the highway of hope in my head
'Cause if I fail to try, or stand idly by
She'll be loving another instead
I drive through the night, in the cloudy moonlight
I slowly find solace in singing
Sweet songs of my love, how she fits like a glove
And how to her waist I'll be clinging
It's a long way forward, and a longer way back
I'm far less lost than I am found
There's a long way forward, and a longer way back
I'll see you when Ostara comes around
How hollow the feeling, so close to the healing
Of living and loving in full
Just inches away from a beautiful day
And no cart of dead weight to pull
My darling, my baby, my sail and my mast
You're patient, you're honest, you're kind
I'm lucky to say, there is no single way
That you will ever leave from my mind
There's a long way forward, and a longer way back
I'm far less lost than I am found
There's a long way forward, and a longer way back
I'll see you when Ostara comes around
There's a long way forward, and a longer way back
I'm far less lost than I am found
There's a long way forward, and a longer way back
I'll see you when Ostara comes around
See you when Ostara comes around