Whatever (2019 Demo)

I don't look good in photos
Or really any other time
I don't fill out my clothes
I often lose track of time

I'm uncomfortable in my skin
Yeah, I think I'm starting to crack
I think about my old life
And if I'd ever want it back

Old in the soul
So I've been told

Yeah, I lost count of the things that make me worry
And I'm misdirected but still I'm in a hurry
And if I can't find my way to you tonight
Whatever (whatever)
Whatever

I gotta remember to breathe
Not to hold on so tight
And I've been doing things so wrong for so long
That they started to feel right

Feeling the pull
Infinity is bigger up close
No self control
So I've been told

Yeah, I lost count of the things that make me worry
And I'm misdirected but still I'm in a hurry
And if I can't find my way to you tonight
Whatever (whatever)
Whatever

And if I completely lose it all tonight
Whatever (whatever)
Whatever

I remember long days
Digging in the dirt under an endless sky
The comforting warmth of summer rays
And glow in the dark stars at night

I feel called by a mighty current
As deep and as old as time
Is it my destiny to drift forever beneath the surface
Will I settle into a place that's mine

Yeah, I lost count of the things that make me worry
And I'm misdirected but still I'm in a hurry
And if I can't find my way to you tonight
Whatever

Yeah, I lost count of the things that make me worry
And I'm misdirected but still I'm in a hurry
And if I can't find my way to you tonight
Whatever (whatever)
Whatever

And if I completely lose my shit tonight
Whatever (whatever)
Whatever