I Don't Know

This has some rock vibes to it
I like it

It's just feeling insecure and then just feeling pathetic
Cause i'm supposed to be good
I'm supposed to be better
So when the truth blows the headache and the dark feeling hits
I just stare at the heavens and pray to god to be fixed
Why can I charge like a bull at every problem at hand
But when I see her walk by me I can't even pretend to be
A normal and sane human being and a functioning person
Fuck
It feels like im not on their level
Like im at third grade and the're at eleven
And then in moments like these it just feels like it's clear
Like my mask isn't real and they see how I feel
And in part that is great but in part that is aweful
So why the fuck am I not just telling her I love her
If they can just see through my heart and can feel my despair
What is left to protect when i hold to my fear

I don't where I want to go
If I want to stay
I don't know why I feel this way
Feeling lost every single day
Every single day
Every single day
This shit feels like a big cliche
Like a big cliche
And I don't wanna be a big a cliche
I wanna be different I don't want to fail
I feel like I failed
Cause I don't where I want to go
If I want to stay
I don't know why I feel this way
Feeling lost every single day
Every single day
Every single day
This shit feels like a big cliche
Like a big cliche
And I don't wanna be a big a cliche
I wanna be different and I don't want to fail
I feel like I failed

Do they pretend to be happy not dying
Or are they really just happy to be alive and not lying
That can't be happening
That just can't be happening
Cause it's just feeling insecure and then just feeling pathetic
Cause i'm supposed to be good
I'm supposed to be better
So when the truth blows the headache and the dark feeling hits
I just stare at the heavens and pray to god to be fixed
Why can I charge like a bull at every problem at hand
But when I see her walk by me I can't even pretend to be
A normal and sane human being

Cause I don't where I want to go
If I want to stay
I don't know why I feel this way
Feeling lost every single day
Every single day
Every single day
This shit feels like a big cliche
Like a big cliche
And I don't wanna be a big a cliche
I wanna be different and I don't wanna fail
I feel like I failed
I feel like I failed
Cause I don't where I want to go
Iif I want to stay
And I don't know why I feel this way
Feeling lost every single day
Every single day
Every single day
This shit feels like a big cliche
Like a big cliche
And I don't wanna be a big a cliche
I wanna be different and I don't wanna fail
I feel like I failed
I feel like I failed

Yeah this definately has some rock vibes to it
I like it