Modus Operandi
Never let um know your secrets
Say what you feel and always mean it
The packs feasts upon the weakling
Storm the castle torch the throne take the crown I'll be king then
Listen to a nonbeliever and start believing
Blind the eye that's overseeing
Spewing truth like meals of a bulimic
Open your mouths up wide like baby birds feeding
If I was to die I know that there's some that would be happy to get the news
That why while I'm alive I'll constantly remind everyone that it will always be fuck you
I guess this is just me in my feelings lately
I'm not a frequent visitor of that place but how could you blame me
With a mind like mine stressed enough for a thousand lives don't care about no dirt you can dig that's your grave jump inside you'll be buried alive
Been a Paul bearer too many times to count
Pain becomes layers and from the inside it's harder to get out
I wonder if I'd die today would I be forgotten tomorrow
Would I get visits at my grave or be someone hardly thought of
Leave me bleeding spilling empty feel me needing and neglecting
The thought of leaving oh so tempting wanting to be squeezed from this infection
Falling down a hole that never ends
Catch me hold me close play pretend
Even if I know tell me again
What's another blow when you're already dead
When I look around all I see is fake smiles on pretty faces
Beat me while I'm down I love the pain I swear that I can take it
Promise I'm honest I'm not tryna get violent
Still please don't try me I'll add iron to your diet
Take my time and drag you off somewhere quiet
Besides the outside sounds it's perfect silence
Feed um slugs till they hiccup blood snail trails where they struggle to get up
Wishing for farewells and help from above from a god who doesn't love
Could it be the gray matter or the fact that I'm infatuated with blood splatter
Change locations and don't return there after and always make sure to never kill in patterns
Leave the phone at home so they can't ping the towers have a solid alibi for within the hours
Of the time of death just in case you're challenged I am not one who should be doubted
It's easy to get you up out of here when they're killing for some perks
Unfortunately for you I like to put in my own work
Get back to the spot right in the shower give it an extra rinse
Burned the whole outfit and I wore gloves so I know I didn't leave any prints
Don't think it's over once I'm finally on and bossing
Might not be the one who hits you but it's guaranteed I called it
If I release this pain I've internalized I know I'll forever burn in the eternal fire
I can't even lie I'd stand right there dead in the center with a wicked smile
Falling down a hole that never ends
Catch me hold me close play pretend
Even if I know tell me again
What's another blow when you're already dead
When I look around all I see is fake smiles on pretty faces
Beat me while I'm down I love the pain I swear that I can take it
