Survival of the Fittest

[Verse 1]
It pains me to think I'm living without my sisters
My life is getting painful and I can't pop these blisters
I'm losing all the power that I should have like the prime minister
But I don't say this shit cause I don't want to make the shit stir
Fuck it my life is like World War II
As I'm thinking of all the moments I blew
I just wanted to be friends and have a crew
But they all turn their backs on you
With girls why should I make a move?
When I know the answer too
To be honest I have nothing to prove
My mind is the one that I try to sooth
But then I get worked up and rip apart my shoe
Sisters moved away before I was born
Now they hoping everybody dies like Gawne
So please stop calling me the king of corn
When you don't even know how much my life is torn

[Chorus]
In this world, it's survival of the fittest
I'm clearly not that, at rapping I'm the shittest
Why did I, think I'd be the illest
Maybe even biggest
In this world, it's survival of the fittest
I'm clearly not that, at rapping I'm the shittest
Why did I, think I'd be the illest
Maybe even biggest
It's survival of the fittest

[Verse 2]
Me and my father never had the best relationship
We never stuck together like the next space and ship
We'd always argue and I said "taste my dick"
But now I realise the truth, yeah I'm facing it
But my hope is vanishing, but I'm still chasing it
Looking up to my momma cause she said "you're gonna be amazing kid"
But my dark thoughts are erasing it
This is my life and now I realise I'm wasting it
I only feel the blood because I'm tasting it
My Dad always complaining that I'm up in my room making shit
Everynight, I'm watching me some Deji
Then my anxiety starts telling me to stop with the veggies
Feeling like the dark thoughts are busted at my heady
I don't want to grow up, I ain't ready
And I'm too young, can't be arsed to make my beddy

[Chorus]
In this world, it's survival of the fittest
I'm clearly not that, at rapping I'm the shittest
Why did I, think I'd be the illest
Maybe even biggest
In this world, it's survival of the fittest
I'm clearly not that, at rapping I'm the shittest
Why did I, think I'd be the illest
Maybe even biggest
It's survival of the fittest

[Verse 3]
Life was all good until Cameron tried to end it
Hasn't messaged me in days, I'm starting to get worried
But my cousin saying that I'm too soft like McFlurry
All these dark thoughts made me run off in a hurry
Asking me to spill the sauce like a fucking curry
Nobody cares about what's happening inside
They just want to get an insight, and I've been polite
Flying up my kite, my answers never right
My life has turned to shite, I told him I never want to fight
Cam told me he wants to die, I said "oh, alright"
Never tried to help but now have I just ruined it
Should I go message him and say that there's two in this
But maybe it's too late, maybe I'm the mooing bitch

[Chorus]
In this world, it's survival of the fittest
I'm clearly not that, at rapping I'm the shittest
Why did I, think I'd be the illest
Maybe even biggest
In this world, it's survival of the fittest
I'm clearly not that, at rapping I'm the shittest
Why did I, think I'd be the illest
Maybe even biggest
It's survival of the fittest