Personalities

[Verse 1]
Yo, I got multiple personalities comin' from me
Plus, I got multiple gunners huntin' for me
Growin' up, I never cared about the money
And I think it's funny; only cared about respect
And they tryna take that from me
They always say my moves are scummy
They play me for a dummy
The real me 6-feet deep, like a mummy
I asked Saba to rate me
But I guess the world just hates me
Lately, they been tryna paint a fake me
Damn, the Offended Remix going crazy
Even if it was just lazy
Please stop tryna paint me in a negative image
Y'all are worse together than egg, chips and spinach
Damn, even I've been waitin' for the finish
I've got multiple personalities tryna come outta me
I never really know who I'm 'boutta be
I always have trouble findin' me
'Cause I always got a angel and a devil right beside of me
I gotta stop bein' who I'm tryna be
I just guess PTSD re-writed me
And maturity rewinding, see

[Verse 2]
Yo, I got all these personalities tryin' to attack me
Voices in my head tellin' me I'm lame; shut the fuck up, Jack G
Personalities taking over my normal life
'Kay, I know that I've never been formal, aight
Never been the normal type
Fat motherfucker, eatin' food that's shit
I said I'm a fat motherfucker, eatin' food that's rich
I can't help this shit, I'll have a mental breakdown and not even see the fridge
I wanna store my memories like Ridge
But that shit ain't workin', I been learning the difference between a refrain and a bridge
Music goin' downhill, it landed in the ditch
I don't even want a bitch; I just wanna go home
Go back to the me that the family wants, yo
I don't even care if I'm called a cunt, though
I'll bring all the fam to the muhfuckin' front row
Show the whole crowd that I love the fucking dumb bros
First class muhfuckah, call me a fucking honcho
My shit be so sick, they never said I fucking crunch flows

[Interlude]
Uh, is this on? (Yeah)
'Kay, aight, aight
I just wanna say, thanks to everybody who helped me here
Sadly I've lost contact with a lot of them
Sad shit, I know...
But, fam, I just worked harder than I ever have in my life on this!
Well, maybe not my life, maybe more this month
But still, I wrote this speech about me (Hurry the fuck up!)
Jeez, okay, okay
Aight, here we go

[Verse 3]
We love, but we don't forget, we love and we lose respect
We can do what we want just to lose a cheque
So I can't be me, just to be seen and checked
You're seen as racist if you look up to a white man
You're also seen as racist if you don't like one black man
How can I be racist when my favourite rapper J. Cole?
I'm not really, they just say so; you hate me? Okay, so
When did I ask? Sometimes I just wanna hide behind a mask
'Cause I know they won't like to see me without my flask
Just wanted to seem normal my entire life
But they still bully me, the internet got a knife
I just wanna tell my story, Jesus Christ