Sorry

I won't hold my breath for i'm sorry
I shouldn't have to second guess whether i'm worthy
I don't care what excuses you come back with
No way i could ever give a fuck bih
I just wanna mend my heart
And give to somebody who deserves me

And i reckon if i listened you could try convince me
How you really messed it up now that you wanna fix things
I'm better off alone, see i can finally see
You're wrong for me
Yeah you taught me what i needed by not giving things
Like honesty, communication scoring at 3
I need a better man who gon' stand by me
Now i know what i need

So i'm sorry for the way i loved you right
And i made sure you were the best lesson of my life
And i never thought i'd have to leave you
The way you left me wondering who i loved before
You became the man who taught me to

Put myself first, God
You showed me
The kinda love i need in somebody black
He's gon' be right there fighting with me
He's not afraid to take a bullet
He gon' teach me
What it means to love a man
The type that'll always show up for me

And i reckon if i listened you could try convince me
How you really messed it up now that you wanna fix things
I'm better off alone, see i can finally see
You're wrong for me
Yeah you taught me what i needed by not giving things
Like honesty, communication scoring at 3
I need a better man who gon' stand by me
Now i know what i need

So i'm sorry for the way i loved you right
And i made sure you were the best lesson of my life
And i never thought i'd have to leave you
The way you left me wondering who i loved before
You became the man who taught me to