Riddle

Roll me a cigarette she said to me
When she smiled I noticed her white teeth
I wonder what story she wasn't telling me
Idyllic eyes yet she had no peace
And I wondered why
Angels take the fall
While the demons survive
She said it's all her fault
She's a riddle and I'm drowning in a pool of mind games
Trynna reach her
Her mind is far away
What's going on
You know I'm here to stay
We've made mistakes
But the love I got for you
You know that it's still the same
My body aches when I know you're not okay
Wish you could've talked to me
Wish you weren't afraid
'Cause I was not afraid
Be honest
If we were still together now would it be the same
Or would you open up to me and let me ease your pain
Would you tear down that wall that you built for cover
Or would you gather up more lies so you can build another
I know you loved me to death I never doubted that
It's just that I always get this thought and it makes me sad
I keep thinking maybe I could've done more
Maybe I should've done more to cultivate the love we had
Maybe I should've pulled you closer
Or maybe I should've fought harder
Got all this guilt building up inside me
Demons walking right beside me
Saying I should've waited longer
But all of that is in the past now
And all I can do is bid you well now
And tell you I'm sorry
I'm really sorry
She's a riddle and I'm drowning in a pool of mind games
Trynna reach her
Her mind is far away
What's going on
You know I'm here to stay
We've made mistakes
But the love I got for you
You know that it's still the same
My body aches when I know you're not okay
Wish you could've talked to me
Wish you weren't afraid
'Cause I was not afraid