Present Reality

Yeah
Do you remember being small wishing you were big?
Bet you didn't think 'bout the troubled lives that we would live
Yeah, I took all the painless days for granted
Right in front of me but I didn't understand it
Yeah time is consumed it never ends
Now I gotta learn what the fuck to do with dividends
Missin' the old times
Runnin' from demons inside my mind
Reminiscin' bout the good life
Maybe it'll be alright
Oh how I wish to go back in time
Fuck the pain I just want good vibes
Bad energy, clutching on reality
Distancing from family
Shit used to be so easy
No, drama
Now I gotta drip designer
No, anxiety
Imperfections they killin' me
No, problems
Now I got low self esteem
I'm losing my hopes and dreams
Please don't tell me this is real
Do you remember being small wishing you were big?
Bet you didn't think 'bout the troubled lives that we would live
Yeah, I took all the painless days for granted
Right in front of me but I didn't understand it
Yeah time is consumed it never ends
Now I gotta learn what the fuck to do with dividends
Missin' the old times
Runnin' from demons inside my mind
Reminiscin' bout the good life
Maybe it'll be alright
Take me back for one day to my childhood
Free of sin, innocence, running through my blood
Imagination surfacin' my consciousness
No fear soldier I'm feeling blessed
Drunk off the Henny I'm just being real
Suffocated by expectations versus reality
Only seventeen
I'm in need of dopamine
Feeling high off nicotine
Emotions like a slot machine
Yeah
Do you remember being small wishing you were big?
Bet you didn't think 'bout the troubled lives that we would live
Yeah, I took all the painless days for granted
Right in front of me but I didn't understand it
Yeah time is consumed it never ends
Now I gotta learn what the fuck to do with dividends
Missin' the old times
Runnin' from demons inside my mind
Reminiscin' bout the good life
Maybe it'll be alright