Room of White
(Chorus)
I used to fear death
(Verse 1)
Hearing voices
Seeing some figures
Shadows around my room
I was here last night
Open the insides
I still hear that chainsaw
Cutting my stomach
Putting something within the womb
I used to be fluid
Seed of a demon for a transfer
I used to be human
I used to be
No, I think they know my name
(Chorus)
I used to fear death
(Verse 2)
I made friends with him
Then become a synonym
For the word is SMRT
He was the reaper
It was my time to transform to the other side
Bleed out, I was a disappointment
Had the baby with the devil
Screaming while my papa uses his chainsaw to cut me
I am a sinner
I need no cross
I am no Jesus
Die, hallucinate, just to become someone else
(Chorus)
I used to fear death
(Verse 3)
They'll keep me here in the room of white
Going fucking crazy I just might
Find another way to use my bedsheets
Stare into the mirror for hours
Rip out my hair to prove that it was real
Rip out my hair to prove that it was real
Darken eyes, punch myself, black and blue
(Outro)
Lay down to meet him
No, I lay down to end it
I've been such a good boy today
Lay down to meet him
No, I lay down to end it
I've been such a good boy today
