Missing In Action

[Verse]
Can't keep tapin' up my mental
So many fake, so many judgmental
I'm runnin' out of band-aids
To help heal my damn brain
Now welcome to my campaign
Not the type of life to pop champagne
Every other day it's sham, pain, banned, lame
I'm a prisoner in a civil war
Now tell me why'd I drive that silver car
Off the road and I totaled it
It's so hard every record tryna spin silk
In this mode, I bottle shit
I was told don't cry over spilled milk
I broke the mold
The substance that controlled
All of us, it was fun
But now half of us are off it
And the other half are off of it
I know it's soft compared to where you were before
There's such a wide world of drugs out there to explore
And I'd prolly just be right there with you
But my mind had just got restored
But I pray for you every day, cause I can't be there with you
And you too, I pray for you because I can't lay with you
I hope neither of you relapse
It's like you're stuck in a loop
Where you use, then drop it and hear claps
But then you start usin' again
I'm so glad you stopped the heroin
I hope you see success
I called your fiance and I punked his ass, no Ashton
Then I fuckin' flunked this class, now I'm back to ashin'
I might just relapse myself
Reflection doesn't recognize himself
And I know it's hard to empathize in hell
But I just can't seem to emphasize how well
Havin' all y'all in my life felt
Changed me cause I was in a shell
On a weird path but you opened me up
You were always there for me, yo
Now you never answer when I'm callin' on your phone
And by this time I'd hope that the dope was outgrown
I called your fiance and I punked his ass, no Ashton
Then I fuckin' flunked this class, now I'm back to ashin'
I might just relapse myself and join you, missing in action