CANDYLAND

[Intro]
Okay

[Verse 1]
Gettin’ little pills from Candyman
No one could look after me
But now Mandy can, my granny can
Tellin’ my life story, GoPro it and bandicam
We’re livin’ in Candyland
Shake with the grip of a manly hand
Calloused like a handyman
I done paid the highest price
Pissed and spittin’ fire
But in my veins, it’s ice
Look at me and say “you two weren’t close”
But that don’t matter to me
We’re too young to be ghosts
Long, cold walks in my coat
Left my mama at home
Random songs on my phone
Do not disturb, it’s just me and my herb
Candy and flowers, not Valentine’s
Maybe never meet again in this lifetimе
But hey, that’s fine

[Bridge]
Bloody arms on the bathroom floor
Do mе harm, nobody will know

[Verse 2]
Missin’ work, like I ever put in any
Behold the fruits of my labor
Sixteen fuckin’ pennies
There’s a dark sky and a black hole
‘19 was a dark year and I don’t wanna go back, no
Year before that when we lost Mac, whoa
It’s been that long, bro
But not that long ago
When I slit my wrist, 36th time spinnin’ Dunno
Chasing the same pavements where I’m bleedin’
Destination unknown, but I’m speeding there though

[Verse 3]
My knees crumble, I breathe troubled
Going balder, these wrinkles in my skin, getting deeper
Gaining weight and I’m feeling disgusting
Then I lose it, reflection’s insulting
I’m not an artist, that’s for your discretion
But I’m good at self-destruction, no competition
Can’t handle myself so I wait for instructions
I copped diabetes that night with my cousins
I told my sob story, stop cuttin’ they onions
Emptyin’ bottles and pushin’ on buttons
Dozens of fucks never given
Depressed at the function, impressed if you listen
My mind can switch on a dime
Stopped the glisten with time
The light is all mine, not shit that I like
But the iron’s white so I might as well strike
Fuck