​i’m not laughing

Burn and crash out
There's no talking now
Lay on the ground
Thinking about what’s next
Something I said
It flew over your head
I wish I was dead
But still don’t count me out

Waiting, I’m waiting, I’m waiting, just waiting to die
I can’t even really think why

Bury my bones
Before they get cold
Let me rest near a willow tree
So my spirit will hold
I’m not laughing
It’s just my friends
They’ll clap at your jokes
They’ll cheer through your prose

Would ever think about me when you’re falling asleep?
I’m sure that the news was hard

So now I lay here
Covered from head to toe
Masking my face
Seal tight round my nose
I hope you don’t see me
Just a corpse and their note
I guess my time is up
Hands stiff around my throat