Doubts

I don't think I'm welcome here and I'm not one to question fear
I'm scared of what could happen if I start to doubt my presence here
What if is a what if, if I justify confusion with rebuttal to solutions
Huh
What am I contributing to the public constitution
Am I judging, prosecuting
Personal space, am i intruding
In first place yet I'm still losing
If i do this just cuz I'm cruising, I will sink, I need refueling
Cuz I'm doin it, I'm doin it
No stop in me, not fooling with emotions, no commotion
Thanks for tuning in
I'm blooming when I'm watered, shit
No looming fear, unbothered shit
I'm boosting up my tolerance
I'm rooting for the obvious, no tardiness
On it everyday, it's like replay when I bomb on shit
Versatile verses, start the hearses for the consequence
My prominence better stop the show or else I'm
Calling it
I will not fall or quit, I will not fall or quit
I been there, done that, lost all my confidence, incompetent
And I get pissed when different shit is mixing with the shit that i been fixing
I'm intolerant to all of it but overwhelming looping, cycle dominant
I am just an occupant
Peeping all the hooping and the hollering that all of the people use to conquer what is Bothersome
Foolish view, not cognizant
Do you review, or squander it
Talking to myself so I'm projecting all my thoughts and shit
I'm awful when it comes to flawlessness, I got stretch marks
I'm harmful when it comes to consciousness, I got less heart
Than I started with, my promises, bottomless, and the best part is
I'm always in a war, should I stick to it or depart
What was this all for, I was just trying to be smart
I just wish that I could restart