No Return

Forced to change some of my ways
I guess that how it goes
Trying to figure out what’s next, only the Lord knows
Learned to accept it from seeing so many doors close
I’m out the way on cloud 9 I passed my old foes
I seen a lot of close friends turn to enemies
I’m getting chills from when I think of what you said to me
I tried to talk to Noah about it he said let it be
I guess the things I really want were never meant to be
I see this going back and forth was never meant for me
And the crib I made a home was never built for me
I just moved in cause I gathered by the scenery
Thought I was doing right, now that’s another check for me
I had your back, you had me out here telling lies for you
When shit went wrong with others, I was cutting ties for you
No matter what it was, I was there down to ride for you
I showed you loyalty and love I guess it died for you
I wanna bring a lot to light but I’ll sit in the dark
Feel like I know the things to say but don’t know where to start
I tried to leave it all alone but it’s leaving a mark
I wanted us to grow together, we growing apart
I would’ve died for you, you can’t change how you live for me?
I’m sipping 1942 to help me deal with me
It seem like all they wanna know is, “what you did for me?”
I should’ve caught it on my own, but now it’s clear to see
When I was tryna make it right, you decided and left
And that just opened up my eyes to what’s best for myself
Steady thinking you ice cold, give it time it’ll melt
My niggas down to get the sickest, we bad for your health
Was trying to keep you warm, you got me in the cold now
You feel the ways to do it right is getting old now
I can’t believe this what you on now
You turned yo back that got me back into my zone now
These voices in my head telling me I’m on mine own now
I tried to keep my darkness in the past, it’s coming strong now
Fuck being cordial and let down, don’t hit my phone now
It’s time to flip the switch, Noel is dead and gone now