Lifeless And Still

I thought the drugs would take away my pain
But they only added to my fucking shame
I wanted to have it all I wanted to feel alive
But the high was short-lived, and the end was grim

Overdosing, it took me away
Now I'm gone, forever to stay
My depression won, and the drugs played their part
Now I'm a memory, a broken heart

I thought I could do it all by myself
But the darkness kept creeping in

I wish I could go back and choose a different path
But it's too late now, I can never turn back
I didn't realize the finality of my choice
Now they're left with grief, a forever voice
But now I'm lying here, lifeless and still

I'm paying the ultimate price
I'm lost in the darkness,
I can't find my way losing Control
Can't feel my body, I'm in a black hole
I am slipping away, it is too late I can never turn back