The Eternal Cylinder

And I swear
I just want to be ok
Yeah it is all I ask
For now
They say that I'm too drowned out
From what I can feel somehow
It's nothing that I can explain
I just wish to see an end to this
Whatever it is
I don't care you see
I don't want to be so old to think
That I had failed everything that I planned
I want to drink and drink
Till everything gets blurry and I swear
I just want to be ok
Yeah it is all I ask
For now
This is it
I won't come back from this
I want to shut this silent scream
I wrote hate on my wrists
And now it's burning in the gym
And I'm slowing down
I can feel the sound
Of the darkness that will
Soon surround me
Please help me out
Please help me out
I'm dying
Please help me getting back
My fuckin' life
I just want to be ok
Yeah it is all I ask