Drowning

Choking me
I can't breath
Suffocating

It's killing me
Slowly
And painfully

Physically
Mentally
Emotionally

Sinking deep down
Shame filling my lungs
I'm drowning can't someone come help me get up?

I´m falling and
falling and
falling
deeper down the hole

Emotionless shadows reassuring it´s ok
A darkness eating my life away,
i cant do anything but to obey.

Gently and smoothly down the line,
Crossing is off the charts , hey, im not fine.
I´m pointing on all the signs, i´m pushing all the buttons at once, i´m screaming and shouting in vain, i no longer feel the pain

sinking
deeper and
deeper down the hole
the slumber keeps feeding of my soul
keep asking me, is this the eternal sleep?

can hear them whisper , weeping lying
praying for the damned
closing my eyes, i´m falling and drowning all at the same time,
feeling a gentle touch and a kiss goodbye

Gently and smoothly down the line,
Crossing is off the charts , hey, im not fine.
I´m pointing on all the signs, i´m pushing all the buttons at once, i´m screaming and shouting in vain, i no longer feel the pain