Bambi

[Verse 1]
I've been looking at tomorrow through a lens I can't deny
I intend to blend the options, kept my essence in disguise
I'm not down to ride, I've been floating by, no remorse my pride
Have I felt alive? Have I lived a lie?
Have I felt that all my intuition got me destined for a thrive?
Or am I hellbent intently with my vision when I die?
And if I don't get it out there, then like really who was I?
Was I just another soul whose gifts were dipped into a hide?

[Verse 2]
When I look into the mirror, all I see distorted eyes
Maybe it's from all that microdosing blemishing my time
Detriment my life, exercise design, lest I can't describe
Tests I can abide, I've been holding gripes
All internalizing through the feelings that the people chose to side
Whether real or faux delusion, I conclude it won't subside
I identify as nuclear divine, I adhere to tripes
Just stay clear of pipes talking through the vines

[Pre-Chorus]
Now they got the kid who rock with indie pop just moving on outside
When he wrote that Drive In Theatre, was rap in back of mind?
All trapezing through a cop out for career of his to shine
Man, I wish I found him talented, but hearing this suffice
Can't you tell that insecurity is eating me alive?
I've been trying to get over it, but it just sits inside
Like a hermit, I feel worthless when I'm living dreams of mine
So if this is self fulfillment, I'm in need of a revive
(Damn)

[Chorus]
I'm going through the motion's swagger
Don't know if I could live forever
I feel I rose just out of spite, no no no
I wonder if my own is shattered
And any moment could unravel
A feeling, to me, fake divine

[Interlude]
[crooning / high pitched head voice singing]
I'm walking 'round December
But I've been going timber
Oh no no

[Chorus]
I'm going through the motion's swagger
And I don't wanna live forever
I feel I rose just out of spite, no no no
I wonder if my own is shattered
And any moment could unravel
A feeling, to me, fake divine
Ooo, no