Ungrateful

i've been looking at the pictures online
comparing myself to the girls I find
loving someone who's loving somebody else
there's something so good about the way it feels
is it cause I feel unworthy
I tell myself you don't deserve me
I want everything that can't be mine

cause i'm ungrateful
never sure in my own skin
i'm unfaithful
my mind changes like the wind
so high when I've got it
till I've forgot it
cause i'm ungrateful
so ungrateful

this morning I got all the love I need
I was swimming in a river of dopamine
came crashing back down by the end of the night
I was staring at a screen thinking of ending my life
wishing I was living in a house by the lake
with a couple maseratis sitting in the driveway
but I don't think anything could fill this space

cause i'm ungrateful
never sure in my own skin
i'm unfaithful
my mind changes like the wind
so high when I've got it
till I've forgot it
cause i'm ungrateful
so ungrateful

do you ever think about how we're obsessed
living in a world that just don't exist
like everything we've got is just a temporary fix

cause i'm ungrateful
never sure in my own skin
i'm unfaithful
my mind changes like the wind
so high when I've got it
till I've forgot it
cause i'm ungrateful
so ungrateful