Miss Wanna Die

Awake, I opened my eyes to see
A hospital, so white and clean

I was walking up to the roof, I think
I can’t recall at all a single thing

Held a hand for me
You were there, I know
But couldn’t reach for me

That would fall down all the time
But stand and reach my hand, you'll see
Have you tried crossing over yet?

I wanna die, wanna die
But don’t really wanna die
You were there, you would care
Making me aware

Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they’re never done
Not enough, not enough

I wanna die, wanna die
But don’t really wanna die
If I died, you would cry
And I don’t know why

Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they’re never done
Not enough, not enough

When I forget you, I’m all alone
Without a place to go
But then play a mirror like a show
The past I use to know a dream

Till I see every part of me
Eyes are red following and
I wanna live, wanna live
Deep inside I’ve always been
Reaching out for a hand
So don’t let this be the end

Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even then
Where you are when I’m dead

I wanna die, wanna die
But don’t really wanna die
You were there, you would care
You know it really isn’t fair!

Every time I forgot
You remain inside my thoughts
Not enough, not enough

I wanna die, wanna die, wanna die!
But I still couldn’t die
With you by my side
Behind the days I spent alone, afraid
Now you’re here to stay

And the scars never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind, yet again to the pain
We felt on that day