Falling down

I"m in the quicksand running the same time
I"m in the sky and drowning in the open sea
What else can I do?
I let down my guards but close all the windows
I"ll find the love but turn it into bitterness
That"s what I got myself into
Cause it"s the joy and disbelief at the same time
Look at me I"m falling down
Falling down, I am falling
Look at me I"m falling down
Falling down, I am falling down
I"m in the dark shining like a rainbow
I got it all; the heart and the vicious mind
There"s nothing I wouldn"t do
It"s all to much, but never do I get done
That"s why it is the magical mystery
I know that I"ve got to choose
Cause it"s the fault and it"s the field here inside me
I am the one
I raise the flag and point the gun
Maybe I can make it easer than this
I will pass through
And you"ll know when I do
You will know by then