Like I Never Existed

We lived at night
Together with a bottle of [?]
High like shooting stars
[?] from the swingers [?]
Excuses just wouldn't just go your way

Your mother never taught you empathy
You ghosted me
You've seen me like I never exited
You've seen me like I never mattered

Just the old chewed out gum stuck on the shoe
Scrape of that old nuisance for you
Daydreaming like I never mattered
Here I am holding on to memories, stupid me
Stupid me

An endless waste of favors
I give in in a [?], I wouldn't keep track
When I held my boxed in the ring
My heart bleeded, but you turned your back
Excuses just wouldn't just go your way

Your father never taught you loyalty
You ghosted me
You've seen me like I never exited
You've seen me like I never mattered

Just the old chewed out gum stuck on the shoe
Scrape of that old nuisance for you
Daydreaming like I never mattered
Here I am holding on to memories, stupid me
Stupid me

I thought those weren't the best of years
I thought that nothing would compare
Looking back, it was all just in my head
Looking back, were you really much a friend?

Here I am holding on to memories, stupid me
Stupid me
You'd see me like I never exited
You'd treat me like I never mattered

Just the old chewed out gum stuck on the shoe
Scrape of that old nuisance for you
Daydreaming like I never existed
Never existed
Never existed