I Am An Asshole

[Intro: Gage]
Uh
Yeah
Take 57
Okay

[Verse 1: Gage]
I am an asshole who just thinks they are special
I only care about myself, I'm judgmental
So ashamed of who I became, superficial
I hate my body and my mind, I'm going mental
Don't wanna waste any time with your worries
For some reason I think that's fine if I'm sorry
Fake self awareness does not fix how I'm acting
I know I just gotta change but life's distracting

[Choru: Gage]
I hate myself
I hate myself

[Verse 2: Gage]
Been doing nothing all day
It's 5 pm / I'm laying on bed
I see people working their heads
While I do nothing again
I crave attention
Faking depression
Procrastination
A cheap confession

[Verse 3: Gage]
I am an asshole who just thinks they are different
Ignoring calls, not checking texts, playing victim
Don’t do a thing, why do I break my commitment?
The ego lies behind shut eyes, feel the tension
I’m getting lost inside my mind, the constant hurting
Too many outcomes to decide find the best wording
The rising tied will fool the blind, don’t get caught lacking
I know I just gotta change but life’s distracting

[Chorus: Gage]
I hate myself
I hate myself

[Verse 3: Gage]
Been doing nothing all day
It's 5 pm / I'm laying on bed
I see people working their heads
While I do nothing again
I crave attention
Faking depression
Procrastination
A cheap confession

[Bridge: Gage]
I know I hate myself for things I can't change at all
I shouldn't blame myself for things I can't change at all
I still hate myself for things I can't change
I know I hate myself for things I can't change at all
I shouldn't blame myself for things I can't change at all
I still hate myself for things I can't change
I still hate myself for things I can't change

[Outro: Gage]
Been doing nothing all day
It's 5 pm / I'm laying on bed
I see people working their heads
While I do nothing again
I crave attention
Faking depression
Procrastination
A cheap confession