It Can Be Sweet

I've got Post traumatic stress
But disorder need alignment
I walk around with triggers I can't
Silence
Got pressure in my belly like I'm
Locked up in a Heimlich
I put that Lost up on my temple till the day I finally find it
Yo
They told me that I'm Manic
I act just like many act
You disrespect my body ima handle
That
They told me that they love me
I'll remember that
But I ain't feeling to lovey or dovey
Don't homie no I can't flock wit em
I feel like they after me
They know that they after me
They look up and it's ass to see
How I'm afraid of you if I'm the
Only one attacking me
And they can laugh last cus I'm done
Laughing see
When I open up my mouth I say the realest
Anyone who know me really hear this
Walk into my valley moving careless
Guided by the humming of my
Spirits yeah
I can't wait till life's
When the things that you do
Make me feel so brand new
Till I fill pun ish and punish you
Like you did it to me
My body asking I silent but will you
Give it to me
Open a bottle of messages or just
Send em to me
And I might sync your emotions if you don't lend em to me
If I open up
I reveal myself
I'm so fragile
If I tell you
If I open up
And you shut me down
I might crash thru
If I tell you
If I tell you how I feel then
Let me ask you
Would you start to realize
The best in me