David and Goliath

[Verse 1]
Can I get out of my head? I don't know
Somebody let me go if I'm falling now
Every time I knew and ran
Set me on my feet as someone else
These negative thoughts feel crazy
Well, why should I even care?
I wanna be different now
I'm a square peg feeling round
Turn me around and then
Send me home
Baby, I don't even know
I don't and it's fucking hell

[Pre-Chorus]
And the old me is saying

[Chorus]
Another round to kill
Never time to heal
That's how your story goes
I want it my way
Closing my eyes, baby
I'll find a way out

[Verse 2]
The reckoning is wrecking me
And nothing I've found
Can keep me from spinning out
It tells me I'm on a run
Then I'm back in the shadows, hon
The sun can't shine for me every day
I'm out on the road again
And all of the older heads keep calling me
They say, "Try to be gracious"